A big sigh from me

January 02, 2004, 02:22

Well..right now actually is the day I leave to go back to Massachusetts. And the sad part is that I don't really want to go back right now. I mean...one part of me is excited about going out to sea and getting to see new places and try new things, but I am not ready to leave the place I know. It has taken me almost all of my two weeks just to get back into the grove of things at home, and now I have to leave again. I am doing my laundry right now...yes at 2 in the morning..lol..but it had to be done. I had a good day today though. I woke up to go to church, then I had lunch, then I took a long nap, then I went to visit the old lady across the street, then I went to Shannon's house and we went to the mall, I got books, and then I visited Harry, then I went back to Shannon's and played with her dogs..kinda said my goodbyes ::sniffle:: then I went home. I did get a chocolate moose pie though..... Its just so sad...its hard to share how exactly I am feeling right now with my words. I have never been good with words and I want y'all to understand how hard it is to leave home when you know that you are not going to be home again until 10 months later.
I won't be home until October for 2 days for my sister's wedding. I always thought that leaving home was going to be great. Well, it's not great at a regimental school. I like this school though, because it keeps me focused.

Blah...what do y'all think?